My First Entry............Did I Pass?posted Dec 24th 2005, 7:15AM
Mood: Overwhelmed
Music: Randoms....
Hey anyone reading this.
Hmmmmmm.......
Well i'm in a very odd mood tonight. It leaves me really tired and then awake and thirsty and out of breath; what species of mood is this! Oh well...
It is Christmas tomorrow but when you get older you find that it loses its excitement and meaning. But i guess i dont really care about the presents coz its about Jesus' birth and its just become so superficial.
When it comes to presents at Christmas, i wish it was more about giving than receiving. When did we all become so selfish and thoughtless. For example, when i buy a present for someone, i look for the perfect gift and try to make it perfectly suit their needs and wants. So when i go shopping with friends who are buying for others, they just grab something and then spend the rest of the time shopping fpr themselves.
Anyway, enough depressing talk and droning on. We should all be happy because Christmas brings the family together and people see relatives they haven't seen in a long time. So it has positives and negatives.
The real reason for the season though is for Jesus. To celebrate his birth. I think its important to remember that because then it brings me to do what is right when thinking about Christmas. If that makes sense?? Its hard to put what is in my complex head out in the open..
Thank you for your time and Merry Christmas. I hope that you bless someone's heart tomorrow with the love and joy of giving. God Bless.